The author expresses their deep pain and grief over the loss of someone, possibly a musician, who had been suffering for years. They feel devastated and their world seems dull and incompatible. The author regrets not realizing the extent of the person's pain and feels that nobody paid enough attention to it. The lyrics of the person's music were always heartbreaking, but nobody seemed to care. The author is also frustrated with fans who wanted the old school Linkin Park back.